It is sometimes advantageous to be unseen, although it is most often rather wearing on the nerves. I am not complaining, nor am I protesting either. A matter of the construction of their inner eyes, those eyes with which they look through their physical eyes upon reality. That invisibility to which I refer occurs because of a peculiar disposition of the eyes of those with whom I come in contact. Nor is my invisibility exactly a matter of a biochemical accident to my epidermis. I could hardly get my breath, and I was still sweating like a bastard. I know I didn't stop till I was way up in the Sixties, past the zoo and all. I was sort of afraid to stop, I think-I don't remember, to tell you the truth. Then it would start all over again as soon as I got to the next corner. Please, Allie." And then when I'd reach the other side of the street without disappearing, I'd thank him. I'd say to him, "Allie, don't let me disappear. Every time I'd get to the end of a block I'd make believe I was talking to my brother Allie. I started sweating like a bastard-my whole shirt and underwear and everything. I thought I'd just go down, down, down, and nobody'd ever see me again. Every time I came to the end of a block and stepped off the goddam curb, I had this feeling that I'd never get to the other side of the street. Then all of a sudden, something very spooky started happening. Spoilt kid, due to the class differences.Īnyway, I kept walking and walking up Fifth Avenue, without any tie on or anything. He has no hope, because he knows that this is the world and it will remain as what it is. He is atheist but doesn't hate religion. He is traumatized because of Allie's death. he feels abandonment in terms of family. open about his weaknesses, flows and vulnerabilities. He rejects professions like lawyer or scientist, because his aim is being a catcher in the rye. While his parents wait academical success from him, he can't see himself in that role, so he is trying to find an exit. He is candid and sympathetic character and buritally honest. Because his ideas on innocence, he can't make love to Sunny, she is inexperienced and childish as Holden said. He is kind towards women and he prefers intelligent ones. He tries to protect innocence of childhood, but while trying this, he starts to enter adults world by using alcohol, cigarettes, drinking and the idea of sex.
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For him, school is full of phonies and lies opposite to its motto on molding perfect men. He thinks that if he studies, he will be a part of this phony world too. intelligent, thinks everything as phony, so courses are. He respect women, even those he doesn't think sexually. Or he can't make love with Sunny, because he finds her childish and inexperienced, too. For example he can't see Jane as a sexual object. And he supports his idea with some elements. For example, he was good towards to Ackley, because he knows what loneliness is also, so he doesn't want to leave Ackley lonely during the match day. Moreover, he tells lies and don't cover them. For example during his interaction with old Maurice on money, he accepted his weakness. He knows own weaknesses, flows and vulnerability and he is open on them. Even with strangers, he can analyze them quickly and make some judgments on them. But also he is thoughtful too, because even he has witty answer, he doesn't tell these loud because he doesn't want to break people. For example, while his teacher from Pencey was giving suggestions, he was find answers quickly and most of them were witty ones. I found him witty and he speaks whatever comes to his mouth. He may be depressed or weird, but actually a smart guy.
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